self help report

Kenneth Ward

12/13/2015

Self-Help

What Is Your Legacy?

      To
          The better you,

       Hope. What is hope and why do we as a person in today's society of a young transgendered man struggling through loss, pain, and anguish to strive for this so called goals with a four letter but yet so confusing word. These are the main questions that go through my mind every second. This will causes me to feel helpless, lost, and confused. understanding my definition of what I believe what "hope" means; Well let's just say that it would be the equivalent of a four month course in A fundamental facility where as myself would be the teacher of this course. My feelings on what I have to say about "hope" could take up that much time to understand. Even though knowing that hope is a daily battle that I strive for in order to be a functioning person withen today's society. I am not trying to realize that hope is my only beacon to do well in life but to better understand myself in life. I have to know that hope isn't the only item that can improve my outcome of what my legacy is.
Which appeals to more questions; am I actually suicidal? In fact I am not, I have just grown to be scared of this world now. I have to let others help me in order to live and if I try to be 100% independent but in today's socity being a millennial and even from the X and or Y generations that a Full time job in America does not mean that you can be on your own without dual income of a partner.

You make the sad into a trophy. A trophy of completing that emotion and taking it as another emotion

As we sit here today and ponder what the meaning to life is just really comes down to what I think and strive for mostly. A single word that is so powerful that it keeps me going.

This is my spiritual, mentality, and the reason I can withstand and strive to be who I am and find what my legacy really is

How to Understand me in 11 astonishing ways

the reason I am feeling hurt, lost, and destroyed that this little article of how to understand me is sp phenomenal. It is making me think that even with the world at my finger tips. These 11 items summed up me and why only other gay men can understand the way of life that we have to become. From being the 10% of the population that is of the homosexual decent and the 2% of the world that is HIV-positive. On top of that I am a woman trapped inside a mans body, that fights himself everyday in "my" mind of who the fuck am I?!?!?!






the artical/link is as cited:Fem Guy
By Zac11 Excellent Reasons Date Fem Guy. [Unkown Date (possibly Winter 2015) ] http://www.pride.com/gay/2015/12/10/11-excellent-reasons-date-fem-guy

I just feel the need to recreate withis blog so it is easier for myself and others (if i ever make this not private) to better understand me as a Moral and to present you with my character as a person. Since it is 12 different web pages in order to find out each reason.

As written:

  Fem guys get a lot of undeserved flak in the dating world. Many gay/bi men are only interested in “masc” guys. A real “manly man” who spends his free time chopping firewood while drinking whiskey, neat. While there’s nothing wrong with a man like that, there’s more to masculinity than hair, muscles, hand grip, and an inability to cry. So I challenge all those "No Fems" men to expand their mind, and stop being, well … basic. Here are 11 reasons you should date a guy who identifies as fem (in case you needed reasons).

1. He’s not afraid to express himself
He won’t bottle up his emotions or hold back tears, which leads to problems. He’ll tell you what he’s feeling.

2. He’s got tough skin

There’s a good chance he was bullied in high school for "acting gay", which probably thickened his skin.\

3. He can actually dance well

And pop that booty like no other.

4. He takes care of himself

                                              

He manscapes, works out regularly, and keeps himself looking and feeling as healthy as possible.

5. He’s sensitive

Which, no, is not a bad thing. It makes him more empathetic, less judgmental, and more honest.

6. He knows how to communicate

He will not only tell you what’s on his mind, but also say it in a manner that is beneficial to both you and him.

7. He’s fashionable

He always knows what’s hip and what’s in.

8. He can (probably) cook

Which beats the hell out of your hot pockets and canned soup.

9. You can borrow his grooming products

    His lotions, hair gels, and shampoo will definitely be nicer than yours.

10. He’s beautiful

Call him whatever you  want: Sexy, beautiful, stunning. He's all of it.

11. He’s just as “man” as you are

You know... ‘cause he’s a man.