self help report

Kenneth Ward

12/13/2015

Self-Help

What Is Your Legacy?

      To
          The better you,

       Hope. What is hope and why do we as a person in today's society of a young transgendered man struggling through loss, pain, and anguish to strive for this so called goals with a four letter but yet so confusing word. These are the main questions that go through my mind every second. This will causes me to feel helpless, lost, and confused. understanding my definition of what I believe what "hope" means; Well let's just say that it would be the equivalent of a four month course in A fundamental facility where as myself would be the teacher of this course. My feelings on what I have to say about "hope" could take up that much time to understand. Even though knowing that hope is a daily battle that I strive for in order to be a functioning person withen today's society. I am not trying to realize that hope is my only beacon to do well in life but to better understand myself in life. I have to know that hope isn't the only item that can improve my outcome of what my legacy is.
Which appeals to more questions; am I actually suicidal? In fact I am not, I have just grown to be scared of this world now. I have to let others help me in order to live and if I try to be 100% independent but in today's socity being a millennial and even from the X and or Y generations that a Full time job in America does not mean that you can be on your own without dual income of a partner.

You make the sad into a trophy. A trophy of completing that emotion and taking it as another emotion

As we sit here today and ponder what the meaning to life is just really comes down to what I think and strive for mostly. A single word that is so powerful that it keeps me going.

This is my spiritual, mentality, and the reason I can withstand and strive to be who I am and find what my legacy really is